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Hey family! Yesterday, I asked all of you to pray for me. I had experienced something that lead me to believe something was not right in my body. I also prayed and asked the Lord to heal whatever was wrong in my body and late last night, my experience began to change. At first, I thought I may have been experiencing bladder stones. My symptoms seemed to be consistent with this. But then when my experience changed, I began to think I might have had a cyst or fibroid inside of me. I do not know for sure what was wrong but I believe that God has healed my body of whatever was taking place.
I did not and will not go to a doctor. For many years, since I worked in the doctor’s offices, over ten years ago, doctors have caused me to no longer have faith in them. I did go to a doctor several years ago when I had my hysterectomy, but I have not seen a doctor since and since this whole pandemic started, I have turned to God, exclusively, for my healing.
That being said, I need prayers for my dad. About a month ago, he began experiencing pneumonia. After a week or two he wasn’t getting better and my sisters decided it was time for him to go to the hospital. After the doctor checked him out and ran tests, it was confirmed that he did have pneumonia along with CV. They kept him in the hospital for a few days and then sent him home. And just so you know, he has not had the venom.
After he got home, he still had pneumonia and from what my sisters have told me, he has not been improving. Last night my sisters were trying to get my dad to take a shower. He would not allow them to help him and after my oldest sister left, he attempted to take a shower himself and ended up falling on the floor of the tub. This morning when my second to oldest sister got up and began getting ready for work, she found my dad on the floor in the bathroom and she called 911. The ambulance came and took him to the hospital and that is where he will be for the next few days.
On the morning of December 31st, I was given a dream where my dad told me he is preparing to die. He has told my oldest sister that he is tired and ready to leave this world. He just turned 67 in November so it’s not like he’s an old man.
I am a believer that there are times when God warns us of things and that warning is meant for us to pray for a different outcome or to change the outcome in some way. I believe the warning I got on December 31st was one of those warnings meant for prayer to change his outcome. So if you would, please help me to pray for my dad’s healing so that he may have a little more time to get his life straight with Jesus.
My dad knows the Lord and he knows the Word, but he’s been backslidden for a few years now. I believe this illness is God’s warning to him that his life and time on this earth is short and he needs to prepare for his eternity now. I believe true faith and prayer will change things.
I thank you in advance for your prayers.
This video message is not just about illness and prayer for healing, though. And this is not the message I had originally intended for today. But this afternoon, I layed down for a nap with my husband because I wasn’t feeling well and the Lord gave me a dream.
In the dream, I was traveling through a desert. It wasn’t desolate. There were people there and there was a town. I have come to understand it was the old west. I saw that some of the places had become eroded. It definitely did not look like it was in its prime.
Then I was in a room with a man who I believe was Jesus. The two of us were symbolic of the Bride and Groom. It was in the middle of the night or maybe just after bedtime and I got up to turn the light on. I sat down and began scribbling out listings for computers.
You may or may not know that I am a big computer person. I love to build computers and collect them. In this dream, I had a list of computers that I felt I no longer needed, so I began crossing them off. Jesus began to get annoyed because I had the light on and He was going to get up and turn it off. But I told Him, “I’ll do that in a few minutes when I’m done.” Then I thought to myself that I would leave my computers to my mom but on second thought, she would not know what to do with them.
Then the scene changed and I was traveling down the street where I had stopped to look at some magazines. In one of the magazines, I was shown a message from Abba. I don’t remember the wording in the message, but He was saying how angry and hurt He is that no one is obeying Him or listening to Him. Everyone is going about their lives not paying any attention to Him. And that was the end of the dream.
I was traveling through the old west of America. This is also symbolic of America being the old way of things and its geographical location of the world is the west. It is like a dry desert, eroding and falling apart. It is time for the Bride and Bridegroom to turn out the light and say goodnight. There is no more time for buying or building things. We will be leaving our possessions behind. Abba confirms once again that He is angry and hurt toward mankind for not paying attention to Him, for not listening to Him, and for not obeying Him. This time, He did not mention anything about the wrath or judgment He is about to bring. The dream and message ended on a sad note.
That is the message for this week. I’m working on another message and when I get it finished, I will upload it. But considering the way I’ve been feeling and my dad being in the hospital again, I may not get another message out this week.
So I ask you all to pray for my dad’s healing and change of heart and spirit. Pray that this illness drives him to fully surrendering to Jesus.
Our time here is truly very short now as I see many fulfillments of things the Lord has shown me or told me in the past. He is also confirming things that other prophets are saying. And watching my dad’s physical decline is just reminding me that we’re not promised another day or another five minutes on this earth. We are on borrowed time. It is so very important to have your life in Christ and be fully surrendered to Him, letting Him direct your path and guide your ways. We must be totally dependent on Him and nothing else. He is our only reason for existing and we must remember that. We are not here to live for ourselves, we are here to live for Him.
I believe that the return of Jesus for His Bride is imminent and we must be ready. Please have your white holy garment on. When He dispatches His angels to come and take us, it will happen very quickly. We will not have time to warn anyone or say goodbye. So if you haven’t already, please write your goodbye letters for your family and leave them wherever they can be found easily. These letters are not just to explain where you have gone, but also to be a last plea for them to accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior and also to say goodbye.
I do hope to see every one of you in the Father’s house. Have a great weekend. God bless and shalom.